The Inexplicable Experience Of Being A Tumblr User

I’ve been a Tumblr user for years. I’ve had an account for seven years, but I experienced the site vicariously through my best friend’s account for several years before that, and the tags back when you were allowed to browse tags without an account.

I’m on a lot of social media, but Tumblr is very different. It’s large, but in a lot of ways, it’s a closed community. And because of this, it allowed me to kind of understand this whole select side of internet and fandoms and media because I saw it happen in a very odd space. Only those who did can really understand what I mean and understand the culture.

You Know What I Mean gif.

I’ve been thinking about this a lot for two reasons. One, because one of my friends from Quidditch is also a Tumblr user, and sometimes we have these bizarre conversations about really niche things and completely understand each other, while our other friend who is on the call really can’t comprehend. And I feel bad, but how do I even begin to explain the layers and dramatics of things like “the Avengers fandom in 2013” or “Dashcon” or “the Onceler.” Twitter and Instagram just don’t have that kind of history.

Its Just A Lot To Digest gif.

The other reason is because recently there was a big thing that happened on the long-running TV show Supernatural. I do not watch this show at all, but anyone who’s been on Tumblr knows that the show is wildly popular there and you can’t escape the info, so everyone ends up knowing at least a bit. When the big thing happened, Tumblr became a hubbub of excitement, discussion, memes, and engagement, with people who had been active in that fandom returning home to their Tumblrs to partake in it. I lay in bed, scrolling through at 2am, crying with laughter at some of the memes, but feeling weirdly lucky to even witness it and understand it. It was like all my years of absorbing things on that blue site was coming to fruition as I and many others could understand, in that moment, what a momentous thing that had happened for better or for worse, even though I genuinely do not care for the show or the characters or the fans.

Tumblr is very much a time-waster, a simple thing to scroll before bed, and I know this, but it’s been such a huge part of my understanding and interest in media and fandoms. I think it’s very underused and understudied as a place of fan interaction and a place of internet history. As I said, it’s kind of a closed community where people can express the weirdest parts of themselves and blissfully enjoy the media they choose, and I’ve always enjoyed that.

a tumblr post about unhinged acts of fandom.

Don’t get me wrong, Tumblr is also very flawed and is home to a lot of disturbing, bad things like any other social media platform, but I still appreciate it. Even this past year, I’ve seen a lot of posts from users say that Tumblr feels more and more like home and an escape from the chaos that is real life. We dunk on it and criticize the “hellsite” so much, but we choose to keep coming back and to grow up there in ways that other platforms can’t compete with.

might as well be a hot mess gif.

I don’t regret spending my formative teenage years on Tumblr, even if it means I’m forever haunted by things like “I like your shoelaces” and “Do you like the colours of the sky” and “My Immortal“.

Have you ever been on Tumblr? Do you feel a weird sense of connection to the site? If you are a long-time user, I recommend checking out Tumblr Heritage Posts to see some ‘fun’ and deep-sigh inducing throwbacks!

 

Follow me: Twitter / Facebook / Instagram / Bloglovin’ / Goodreads

 

7 thoughts on “The Inexplicable Experience Of Being A Tumblr User

    • Yes, that’s a whole other side I didn’t touch on much, but there is a huge social justice side to Tumblr that I did and still do appreciate in my teen years. Catholic schools weren’t exactly teaching me a whole lot in that department, and as much as Tumblr is not always a great source of info, it was a good and easy to consume start.

  1. I think I signed up for a Tumblr account several years ago… But I was way late to the party and I feel like I’m an old dog that can’t learn new tricks. So I never really got the culture over there. I couldn’t get a handle on what posts there should look like or what kind of chronology was happening. So I gave up… I probably couldn’t log in now if I tried.

  2. As a former tumblr it was fun while it lasted but I found myself reblogging more than posting myself and one day I’d be reblogging Mass Effect and then Frozen on another. I eventually quit when I was neglecting my real blog and then I saw too much gore and porn that I could not handle.

    • I’ve always reblogged more than I posted on Tumblr. It’s the one place where that’s encouraged, I think, though I guess it depends how you’re using it and why, so I can understand if that’s not everyone’s cup of tea. I certainly put more effort into my real blog, but I do like how much of an easy time-waster Tumblr can be when I just want to relax and scroll.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions...

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.